Ok, I know I have sort of talked about the side effects before, but I must admit to being surprised each time they hit. Surprised that while I am on the Chemo drugs, I seem to be fine (well that is apart from the 1st day of each session when they flood the body with as …
It’s the morning of my 3rd Round of Chemo and as the time gets closer to heading in for my next session, my anxiety increases because I know what’s ahead of me again. And I would be lying if I said it didn’t scare me. These last 14 days have been a mix if good and …
Round 2 of the Chemo, they tweaked the drug slightly…. 20% they said. There as that % again. They tell me that normally they would have tweaked it 25% but have held it at 20%. Here is hoping that this dosage is easier to handle. The 3 days of the toxic cocktail were fine, I felt …
Well what a night…… by the middle of the night I felt I had fallen into hell. The stomach cramps, the diarrhea and then the vomiting. (I don’t ever want to see pea and ham soup EVER again). Wayne kept asking what he could do, but I couldn’t tell him, I didn’t know myself. I …
So maybe not a fake, I feel weird today, can’t quite put my finger on why. I want to curl into a ball and sleep. I am so tired. I want to get-up but am having trouble convincing myself to. Wayne thinks I should be up and moving and even out for a walk. I …
I went to work, must say I had to take a large breath in before opening the door to the office. It’s the fear of the unknown in such a familiar place. I did not want to be treated any differently, I want to be boringly normally me. As always, it is the expectations that …
Tell me what to do and I will just do it. 2 days in and I still feel OK, I thought I would be feeling something more. There are small indications like nausea, but if I keep up the right meds that is fine, it just sits at the back of the stomach or the …
